I am sorry for my behavior towards you, for judging you. I listened to gossip without attempting to get to know you, measuring your worth by the way some of your admirers behaved around you. Your abundance means you are everywhere, often in the same place as those who use your energy for negative motives. Yet I considered you guilty by association.
I am excited when you visit. I love the time we spend together. Yet I fight feelings of guilt. People mistrust you, they tell me you are dangerous, loving you is a route to evil. I know you now. You are no more or less motivated to use your resources to feed the hungry than you are to buy me an ice cream. A trip around the world is as significant to you than as a visit to the movies. You claim no judgement or morality.
I clung to you, fearful of your abandonment. I thought I didn’t deserve you, that I was aiming above my station. Why would you waste your precious energy on me?
I see you are limitless. Rationing you is like limiting air. I only took shallow breaths and blamed you for not allowing me to breathe.
Your love is endless and abundant I am deserving, you are enough. Forgive me for doubting you. You are always there for me.
I choose to reaffirm my love. I look forward to our new adventures together and accept your abundance of gifts.
Try this Gratitude Affirmation To attract more abundance